I’m sure I can fly now, through the night
Over the sea, over the mountains, not worrying about daily life
I was eating at the back of the class with Kaela when a girl, who I know as Kaela’s friend, came to us with teary eyes and sobbing a lot.
“I’ve been dumped by my boyfriend! And he even said that I’m ugly, penniless, and desperate! ,” she suddenly tell her story, and then she cried. Heh! Just another man’s doings.
I give a sight at in front of the class. A group of man bullying a girl. All man are the same!
“ Why did he says that? He’s a good guy back then right? Isn’t yesterday you told me that he said he love you? ,” Kaela said. That girl nodded.
“Yeah but… but that’s yesterday! And he dumped me just now! We broke up… ,” that girl said.
“ What a heck is this guy? His love only last a day? What a jerk! ,” Kaela said. That girl still sobbing. A give a long sigh.
“ What a big fuss about a guy actually? Just forget them. All men are sucks! Getting involved with them are just a waste of time,” I said. Both of them look at me instantly.
“ Of course man are important! We’re 19, we need to start finding some one to be our future husband in the future now… ,”that girl said. I give an indifferent face to them.
“What…is finding the ‘future husband’ thing is really important, huh?,” I said. I’m not even focusing at their face when talking. I’m not into this topic, actually….
“ Of course it is! We have to get married, sooner or later,” she said again. I sighed.
“ I don’t care much about married. And I don’t really mind about not getting married. Its better to have a life without a man, for me,” I said. Both of them silence for a while.
“ What are you? A gay?,” that girl ask. I laugh. I look at her.
“ Gay? Nonsense! .”
“ You said that you don’t mind have a life without man,” she said.
“ So? I dint say that I’m a gay, right? Hmm… But I think I don’t mind it, if I can live without man…,” I said. Nah… I’m just joking. I’m still a normal girl, after all. Just I don’t want to mess my live with a guy yet. But I don’t now when will I’ll be able to accept a guy in my life….
Both of them are quite shocked with my words. Well, I think every girl will have the same feeling if they heard what I said just now…
“ But don’t worry. I’m still a normal girl,” I said. They seems a little relieved.
“ I’m going to throw up these rubbish first,” I said, pointing at the plastics of breads on the table. And I walked away, leaving them with curiosity about me… Hmm…should I convince them more? Nah…I think not. Its up to them to believe me or not. I don’t care. I’m fine with myself!
